try to pretend strong in front of u.......

i feel btw of us got one distance d...y??everytime i try to pretend to b strong in front of u....actually i cry when i c u in front of webcam today....i know i control u too much d...i know i need to give u some freedom,i m sry bout it....actually i very sad today...dun know y.....i scared i will break up v u...i dun want it happen on me...T.T...God pls bless me...i dun want it happen,pls..........God,pls dun get the people away from me..pls

My 1st time....

2 Days ago u had post a letter for me....Today i receive the letter and i read it....i feel very touch when i read it,even cry out..thx dear,i love u so much...although v juz meet bout 22 days,but u had done many for me...i feel touch for wat u done for me,when i sad u sad,when i happy u happy as well....i also have the same feel towards u...i feel very happy to meet u...thx God tat give me meet a nice ppl...i cant leave u..u make me more love u....until i m going to crazy...Dear, i m here going to say, thx for u n i love u very much....hope u happy always...love u ...muaksss

Exam,exam,exam....very hectic..

walao eh..2 more days i going to exam d..i still write blog here...hectic man....but nvm...v my talent i sure can do it..jia you hong zhi...u can do it...yes........wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........ouch ouch freedom...haha freedom call...i want myself freedom...i scold by my parents tat i cant do work when i study,want me concerntrate...sad lo....want gain more money ma...nvm......one day i sure prove it to my parents i can do better in exam n the work...........hehe^^ jia you ah kong...lol old uncle...haha......i want my life meaningful...i can do it...i want happy time b positive b a good leader....hong zhi u have a good leadership u can do it.....yes....c u want it o not.......fight for future....yessssssssssss...........God Bless Me!!!

Yes...i can do it..jia you jia you...

After BWW camp,i want set a target tat i want to b success....n nw i have one ppl support me d...wahaha.....i want to have my luxury life n retired when i was 30 year old...yes,i can do it....my dream is bring my parents to travel over all country...so i trust i can do it n beside i also like to travel..lolx.....wat u think n wat u got..so i want success....want free from economics atmosphere....all my friends,come support me ya.....................yesssssssss..........................my dream will come true.........i can do it...jia you

happy........

tmr exam lo..but i feel very happy coz got ppl love me..haha..i know u in friendster..v juz chat in msn a few time but u say got feeling on me..i very happy tat got ppl concern me love me much although v know each other not longer..i love u also actually..dun know y i feel like want to c u n want to talk my things to u...u very nice n kind..so tis point make me fall in love v u too...1st time feel very happy coz got ppl love me n concern me..the feel cant describe as a words...anywhr..i love u very much..hope u also love me,i love u dear.....muaksss

Happy n Fantastic Day..wahaha

Today i damm happy..all sure curious right??haha...coz today i gain many things today.Today MMU campus got one IT even..4 of us take part in a game(toto,jian hoong,marx,n me)..after v play all the game,they having the lucky draw...wakakaka....v very lucky...lol..get one pendrive,one mouse,one hamper and rm15 McD voucher...wakaka...at the even i also meet one new friend..he very friendly.....i felt very happy coz after i energetic my life change to good n better than b fore...wakaka...i like it...all think going better n better..may b this is secret's vigour or power....all i want n think all come to me..haha

A New Me..haha

i was a negative guy b fore...hahaha,always thinking the bad things like want go to die and so on...after i explore myself in a talk,my life started change...i started to think positive and i oso think bout i still have parents need to take care..i cant do tat stupid things...recently i receive that my father enter urgent room in the hospital..my tear started fall...at that time got my friends support me...nw i know i cant too emo d...i need to success..i want my parents live in healthy....hope God can bless me success and give parents a better life.........daddy mummy i love u..muaksss
in addition,i recently got a 'kai gor', this gor gor also a emo ppl...i also worry him...always concern about him...hope him can settle his problems...as a didi i need to give more concern for him although i cant help him....hope God also bless my gor gor settle his problems..when i c him no mood o sad i very worry de...ok la dun talk bout it d
in the end..hope God bless all friends around me..wishes them happy n healthy always