try to pretend strong in front of u.......

i feel btw of us got one distance d...y??everytime i try to pretend to b strong in front of u....actually i cry when i c u in front of webcam today....i know i control u too much d...i know i need to give u some freedom,i m sry bout it....actually i very sad today...dun know y.....i scared i will break up v u...i dun want it happen on me...T.T...God pls bless me...i dun want it happen,pls..........God,pls dun get the people away from me..pls